Sadness

I honestly thought I'd be relieved if we didn't get matched this month. Silly me! Instead it's just another month of disappointment and more sadness. To top it all off the next list won't be until around January 1st and now I have to worry we'll be in Denver when the call comes. It also looks like we will be forced to renew our 800A approval since chances are we won't travel before it expires in August. I know, when the time finally comes we'll understand why all of this happened. Right now that doesn't make it any easier.