Going Crazy!

Nope..still nothing. You know, not long ago I was reading the blog of a family who brought home a spunky 7 year old from China with albinism. The mom went into how they didn't put that special need on their initial checklist but at the last minute checked the box anyway. She goes on to say that it was hard when receiving the call to get the picture of the little girl with dark hair and eyes out of her mind and how she finally realized that was her idea of what her daughter would look like and not God's. That is what eventually brought her around to seeing her little girl as blue - eyed and white - haired. I'm starting to think about Ella as that light haired and light eyed little girl. I'm afraid I will have the opposite dilemma that this mom had. In the end though I know I will come to accept that this girl is the daughter God meant for us in the same way that his timing will in the end be just right!